It’s hard for me to post this selfie.
I don’t like it.
I don’t think it’s a good drawing.
And so much of my life is about pleasing everyone else, impressing everyone else, trying to make everyone like me. Because they will only like me if they see an idealized version, not if they see the real me.
I think I have to start being myself even when I think people won’t like it.
So, in that spirit, this might be a bad drawing, but it’s my bad drawing.